Times have been better yes and I'm proud but what worries me is I'm with this amazing woman named freedom she is sick has a bad pancreas and has to go to the hospital a lot so I care for her I have feelings but things are going so fast. I understand her being sick and needing someone but I am trying so hard and thinking hard. I mean questions like about how to explain things to Ayden. GOD FORBID, something bad happens. Just worried and Freedom is good people. A lot on my mind
