Restarting and Rebuilding

She claimed love she claimed commitment

she claimed loyalty 

she portrayed a future that of which i was thinking about jumping on board

but last night and a few nights before The Tru colors have came out

I respect you as a friend, but i cant be your lover no more...

I respect you as a coworker or part of my team...

but its time for me to march on away from you... 

you were my all i gave you my all

yet to have it ripped out of me because of your

very social and putting me on back burner ways when your partying or around

every new dude you can talk too. I am a Dad to my son Ayden first and then my Career is all i got and want right now... Sorry im not a swinger .. i believe in one man one woman... i believe in a stable relationship and we havent had one... all you do is hurt me... all you do is never come home... all you do is say one thing and do another yeah probably another dude right... I cant and will not live that way...