One day this will have a title

For my heart is beating for a future to come/ not knowing what direction im headin/ my feelings for her i love/ always been a great inspiration for my simplistic life/ she knows my battle/ knows my pain for her she stands by and fights/ next to myside/ more then someone to confide/ lost in this battlefield/ almost lost my hope lost my feel because of all the guilt/ just know i will never give up caring/ or being a good guy/ god granted me my queen that will one day be my wife/ tru friends/ tru light/ a peaceful lalabye/ i sit here all alone singin about my son i cry/ i tried/ rewind /to one night/ of one time/ something always i cherished thats on my mind/ i keep marchin keep my balance just find/ me.... dedicated to my future queen...