Time To Rise Up

For once things are going to be about me other then when i have my son.... i got to love myself more.. its time to rise up out of this bipolar bullshit... fuck disability... im going to get a real job i need more... i need to find my self worth again ... i need to be successful... with a job which hopefully i will have enough strength to do it... being out of society for so long its very different out there for me now... god give me strength ito the top i go.. to show i can live i can produce excellent results. 600 bucks a month limits u to just pay rent .. tired of livin in this gutta... i just worry about my prescription ls they are very expensive and if i get this good job i will lose all my health benifits ... what to do...what to do... im gonna atleast try .. wish me luck for coming back to the real world.... wish me success.... thank u