Torn tears

As i lay here alone thinkin about today/ my heart beats fast /i cant breathe what can i say/ the hunger inside /the hope that has died/ these tears slide down my face cause im one of a kind/ tomorrows pain i can already foresee/ doomed from bad thoughts/ doomed no one sees me/ Angelic tomorrow's and voices unexplained/ they keep me marchin forward so i follow the lords name/ the skies above dark by the sins of all the hate/ still these tears fall/ still i cry out in pain/ its a feeling of peace and love i want to feel/ damn pestilence/ damn wrestling this vice/ please heal/ the world a place where once was safe/ now we watch our backs/ we scramble insain/ information age to paranoia ways/ the social environment/ still tears fall to be saved/ torn from direction of good and bad/ good and evil a war/ my side not the bad/ its now that i say with tears on my face/ may god come into your soul/ may he take away your pain/ bitterness and envy a killer of self/ imagine a world where light shines with hope .. wealth/ no more guns/ no more to blame/ a society to live happy with no price to pay/ as of if heaven/ was on this earth/ as if tomorrow there was no worry/ i hurt/ its a sacrifice we may have to make/ to save future generations/ for our kids sake/ the rights we now have that are fading away/ its for the greater good/ please believe me when i say/ still torn/ still tears / my eyes closed/ i pray just dont give up and keep the faith/